seriously so true
ijustlovepokemon asked: I don't have a question, I just wanted to let you know that I'd appreciate it if you found it in yourself to stay strong. You're a beautiful girl and I only wish the best of you. Don't end your life, the world would not be better without you, I promise.
um.. thx its hard to stay positive …
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i look at myself and see nothing perfect nothing but someone who shouldnt be here on earth if you had the chance to tell someone what they mean to you before they pass away from suicide what would you say you know people ask me that all the time cause i cut myself today and want to commit suicide i have problems but why would it matter to people if i die ive been told to go kill myself anyways cause im not worth living in this world . i look in the mirror again and grab that razor that i needed so desperately and slit my wrists some peope dont understand the fact that im a cutter until the day i want to be a non - cutter then ill change but for now im a cutter and suicidal i cant take this anymore its hard on me to have to live in this world ….i know that when i stop cutting things always seem to get worse and when i start its like the stress licking out of the cut that i made on my arm so what i think is if you never cut well your choose same with drinking its how i deal with my problems and stress so if you do something else then thats you not …me im always gonna be a cutter and thinking that way the stress licks out and that is how it is i dont drink cause to me its not how i deal with the pain i deal with pain with a razorblade cutting is ……a pleasure to me if i didnt cut i would have commited suicide and maybe cut my throat or hung myself and would have been dead i know you can also die from cutting but thats what keeps me clam cutting and i will until i find a way better way everyone calls me names and expects me to stop cutting when i already have problems of my own and now ppl are going to start calling me these names well of course im not gonna stop cutting tell them to stop then the blade on my wrists feel good when its cutting open my arm like the blood is the stress just pouring right out of me …pce 3
Why can’t I have this?
i feel the darkness close on me and death reaches for me my hell is waiting for a chance to grab me and pull me down away from everyone death loves me in every way my cuts there still there another cut tonight feel so alone in myself .. why doesnt this just end oh have i just beginning the suffering …
marilyn manson <3
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noxiouspoison-deactivated201112 asked: Hi. You look new and i'm bored and tired. How are you? :)
im pretty good and tired too
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